Friday, September 05, 2003
This is a photo of you and Jack from the first day of school last year. Here you are one year ago. Stupid steroids. Nice Pokemon (Snorlax) kippah. Grandma bought that for you. You are so beautiful.
Jack couldn't go to sleep last night. He told me his room felt "uncomfortable." I asked if it was because you weren't there and he said yes. I asked if he wanted to sleep in our bed. He also said he wants me to put a doorknob back on the door to your room. I had taken it off because I never wanted you guys locked in. I think the door stuck once and I never ever wanted to be in a situation where I could not get to you if you needed me. I'll put it back on this weekend.
Oh Henry, Henry, Henry. My heart hurts.