I miss you much I can't stand it. I am at work and I am crying. No-one can see me which is a good thing. This whole year thing is too much for me, but I am not exactly sure why. I looked up your yarzheit last night and it is January 1, New Year's Day. We'll light a yarzheit candle on Thursday and New Years Day. I am going to look up what stuff you are supposed to do on the year anniversary.