I came across this yesterday. I don't remember it. You used to bring home so much stuff from school last year. I guess this sums up your life during your last year. Even though you felt "Yicky" you were happy. That describes how I feel, too.
"Elegant" is a cool for word for you to know. You were an elegant young gentleman. I am so sorry that you couldn't go out and that you felt yicky. That's no life for a kid.